Dont feel old, just value time. Love my husband but after trying HARD for 6 years he won’t change and sees nothing “wrong.” I hate to leave him. I HAVE to leave him… just lost. Every day of life now with him is miserable. He’s controlling, manipulative, boring, BUT not a horrible person. But I am miserable. I filed for divorce. I am ready and want to do it… and I’m terrified and feel so alone.